Dried rust and copper-scented grime packed tightly beneath her fingernails from scrubbing the previous caretakers mistakes out of the floorboards.
In this keep, omegas didn’t survive the royal nursery.
They broke.
They unraveled.
But when the feral heirs bared their teeth, Maeve didn’t cower.
She snapped back.
And the alpha king stopped breathing.
Soap.
Harsh lye and rendered mutton fat.
It burned the cracked skin of Maeve’s knuckles as she worked the stiff bristle brush in tight circles over the flagstones.
The water in her wooden pail had gone murky gray cold to the touch smelling faintly of old copper.
Blood.
Greta, the last omega assigned to the royal wing, had lost a fair chunk of her calf yesterday.
Before her, it was a beta named Hilda who left with two broken fingers and a permanent tremor in her left hand.
The royal heirs weren’t children.
They were a hazard.
Maeve sat back on her heels wiping a strand of dull brown hair from her forehead with the back of a damp wrist.
The stone floors of the lower kitchens were freezing, pulling the heat right out of her bones through her thin wool skirt.
She preferred the cold down here.
It meant she was ignored.
In a pack entirely focused on wartime logistics and border skirmishes, an omega who kept her head down and scrubbed the grime was practically invisible.
That invisibility shattered when heavy mud-caked boots stepped into her peripheral vision.
Get up.
It was Orrick, one of the king’s personal guards.
He smelled of damp chain mail, horse sweat, and the sharp sour tang of an alpha who hadn’t slept in 3 days.
Maeve didn’t look at his face.
She kept her eyes on the rusted rivets of his boots, slowly rising to her feet, her joints popping in the damp air.
“Leave the brush.
” Orrick grunted, his voice a low rumble that vibrated in Maeve’s sternum.
“You’re moving to the west tower.
” Her stomach dropped, a cold leaden weight sinking into her pelvis.
The west tower? The nursery? “I’m a scullery worker.
” Maeve said.
Her voice was flat, devoid of the trembling submission Orrick likely expected.
She was too tired for theatrics.
“I don’t know anything about welps.
You have a pulse and you haven’t been maimed yet, that makes you qualified.
” Orich reached out his massive calloused hand wrapping around her upper arm.
He didn’t squeeze hard enough to bruise, but the threat was implicit in the sheer size of his grip.
“Walk.
” The journey up the spiraling stone stairs was a grueling ascent.
The air grew colder, the scent of roasting meat and wood smoke from the kitchens fading replaced by the smell of ancient dust, mouldering tapestries and a sharp feral musk.
It smelled like a wolf den, not a royal residence.
Orich stopped before a heavy oak door reinforced with iron bands.
Deep scratches gouged the wood near the base as if something had tried to claw its way out.
Or in.
“Feed them.
Keep them in the room.
Don’t let them kill each other.
” Orich listed the instructions with the bored monotony of a man reciting a death sentence.
“The king returns from the southern border tonight.
He expects them alive.
” Before Maeve could ask a single practical question like where the bandages were kept or if they preferred raw meat to gruel, Orich shoved the heavy iron latch up, pushed the door open, and nudged her inside.
The door slammed shut behind her.
The heavy thud of the iron bolt sliding into place echoed like a gunshot in the dim room.
Maeve stood perfectly still.
The room was a disaster.
It was a massive bedchamber once opulent.
Now the heavy velvet drapes were shredded hanging in pathetic dusty ribbons.
The rush matting on the floor was torn up exposing the cold stone beneath.
A heavy wooden chair was splintered into firewood in the corner.
And the smell.
It hit the back of her throat like a physical blow.
Sour milk, unwashed bodies, panic, and raw unrestrained alpha pheromones.
It was overwhelming, suffocating.
A low guttural vibration emanated from the shadows beneath a shattered four-poster bed.
Maeve’s eyes adjusted to the gloom.
Two pairs of eyes glinted in the darkness.
Pale icy blue.
Lucas and Finn.
Five years old.
Their mother had died bringing them into the world, a messy brutal birth that had torn her apart.
Their father, the king, had spent the last five years drowning his grief in endless warfare, leaving his sons to be raised by a rotating door of terrified servants.
With no mother to soothe them and no alpha father to discipline their burgeoning instincts, the boys had feralized.
They were trapped in a permanent semi-shifted state, caught between human children and wild predators.
“I have food.
” Maeve said, her voice steady though her heart hammered a frantic rhythm against her ribs.
She didn’t drop her gaze to the floor.
She didn’t bare her neck.
Survival down in the scullery had taught her that weakness invited abuse.
A shadow darted from under the bed.
Maeve didn’t flinch though every instinct screamed at her to run.
It was Lucas.
He was covered in dirt.
His fine aristocratic features marred by smeared soot and a jagged scrape across his cheek.
His fingernails were overgrown and thick and black like claws.
He dropped to all fours, his spine arched.
His lips peeled back to reveal teeth that were entirely too sharp for a human mouth.
He didn’t speak.
He hissed, a harsh wet sound.
Behind him, Finn slunk out.
He was smaller but his eyes were wilder, darting frantically around the room.
He bumped into his brother’s flank and Lucas immediately snapped at him, his jaws clicking shut inches from Finn’s ear.
Finn whimpered, shrinking back, but bared his own teeth at Maeve in a twisted display of solidarity.
They weren’t princes.
They were cornered animals.
Maeve looked at the heavy wooden bowl sitting on a scarred table near the door.
Cold oat gruel mixed with chunks of questionable boiled meat.
She walked toward it.
Her footsteps were deliberate, heavy.
No sneaking.
Sneaking meant prey.
As she reached for the bowl, Lucas lunged.
He didn’t attack outright.
It was a faint.
Lucas slammed his small body into the leg of the table, his claws scrabbling for purchase on the stone floor.
The heavy oak table wobbled the bowl of gruel sliding dangerously close to the edge.
Maeve caught it just in time her knuckles white around the rim.
She looked down at the boy.
He was panting his chest heaving his blue eyes locked on her face waiting for the scream the tears the scent of terror.
Maeve just felt a profound bone deep exhaustion.
She had been awake since 3:00 in the morning scraping grease off ovens.
She had a blister on her heel that had popped and was sticking to her wool stocking.
She was hungry she was cold and she had absolutely no patience left for royal tantrums.
“Stop it.
” she said her tone flat reprimanding him exactly as she would a stray dog digging in the kitchen midden.
Lucas blinked momentarily derailed by the lack of fear but Finn took the opportunity.
While Maeve was focused on the older twin the smaller one moved.
Finn didn’t faint.
He launched himself from the shadows a blur of dirty limbs and snarling teeth.
He hit her left side his small hands grabbing the coarse fabric of her skirt scrambling upward like a monkey climbing a tree.
Before Maeve could shove him off he clamped his jaws down hard on her forearm.
Pain hot and blindingly sharp laced up her arm.
He broke the skin instantly.
The metallic tang of her own blood hit the air.
Most Omegas would have screamed they would have dropped to their knees submitted flooded the room with pheromones of distress begging the little Alphas for mercy.
Maeve didn’t.
The pain didn’t trigger submission.
It triggered a violent primal annoyance.
She didn’t hit him he was a child however feral but she didn’t coddle him either.
She slammed the heavy wooden bowl down onto the table with a deafening crack.
With her free right hand she grabbed Finn by the scruff of his filthy tunic right at the back of his neck pinching the thick skin there.
She lifted him slightly forcing his jaws to open pulling her bleeding arm free.
Finn thrashed his claws leaving shallow scratches across her wrist and he drew breath to scream to unleash an Alpha command that would force her to her knees but Maeve beat him to it.
She didn’t think about it.
It bypassed her rational brain surging up from the very bottom of her lungs tearing through her throat.
Maeve growled.
It wasn’t a pathetic omega warning.
It was a deep, chest-rattling, visceral rumble.
It sounded like grinding stones heavy and dark.
It wasn’t about dominance, it was about boundaries.
It was a sound that said, “I am tired.
I am bleeding and I will not be eaten today.
” The sound vibrated through the floorboards.
It echoed off the damp stone walls.
Finn froze dangling from her grip.
His eyes went wide, the pupils expanding until they swallowed the icy blue.
Lucas, who had been preparing to launch himself at her legs, hit the brakes so hard he skidded on the rush less floor tumbling backward onto his rump.
Silence slammed into the room.
The heavy oppressive silence of broken natural law.
Omegas didn’t growl at alphas.
It didn’t happen.
The biological hierarchy forbade it.
Yet here she was, chest heaving, blood dripping from her wrist onto the floor, glaring down at the two heirs to the kingdom with pure unadulterated warning in her eyes.
Finn dropped to the floor the second she released his scruff.
He didn’t run.
He sat down hard, his head tilting slightly to the side, his ears practically flattened against his skull.
He let out a confused high-pitched whimper.
Maeve stood her ground, her breath coming in ragged gasps, the adrenaline beginning to crash leaving her limbs feeling like lead.
“You don’t bite me.
” Maeve stated, her voice raspy from the growl.
She pointed a blood-stained finger at Finn.
“Do you understand no biting?” Neither boy moved.
They just stared at her, the feral hostility replaced by a stark, absolute bewilderment.
Then the air in the room changed.
It didn’t just change, it compressed.
The temperature seemed to drop 10° in a single second.
The hairs on the back of Maeve’s neck stood straight up.
The scent of ozone, bruised pine needles, and fresh coppery blood flooded the space so thick she could taste it on her tongue.
It was a scent that commanded the body to drop, to grovel, to expose the jugular.
Maeve turned her head slowly toward the doorway.
The heavy iron door was wide open.
Standing in the threshold was Gareth, the Alpha King.
He didn’t look like a king.
He looked like a warlord who had just crawled out of a mass grave.
His dark armor was scored and dented, coated in dried mud and darker rust-colored stains.
A thick woolen cloak, frayed at the edges, hung heavily from his broad shoulders.
His dark hair was matted, plastered to his forehead with sweat and grime.
A jagged pink scar pulled the left corner of his mouth down into a permanent cynical frown.
But it was his eyes that pinned Maeve to the spot.
They were a terrifying pale amber, glowing faintly in the dim light of the corridor.
And they were fixed entirely on her.
He had seen it.
He had heard it.
Gareth stood completely frozen.
His hand rested on the pommel of his broadsword.
His knuckles white.
His chest perfectly still.
He wasn’t enraged.
He wasn’t radiating the violent fury Maeve expected for striking out at his sons.
He was paralyzed by profound violent confusion.
He looked at his sons sitting on their haunches, looking up at a bleeding common omega with something akin to respect.
Then he looked at Maeve standing tall, refusing to bare her neck.
A defiant angry scowl still plastered across her tired face.
Gareth’s jaw clenched.
A muscle ticked frantically in his cheek.
He blinked once slowly as if trying to clear a hallucination.
Maeve held her breath waiting for the axe to fall.
The silence stretched, pulling taut like a bowstring about to snap.
Maeve could hear the slow heavy drip of her own blood hitting the stone floor.
Drip.
Drip.
Gareth finally moved.
He didn’t stride into the room with regal authority.
He stepped over the threshold slowly, deliberately, his heavy boots making no sound.
He shut the door behind him with a solid echoing thud.
The sound sealed them in.
The king walked toward the center of the room.
The sheer mass of him ate up the space.
As he approached, the crushing weight of his aura bore down on Maeve.
Her knees trembled.
Her biology was screaming at her to drop, to submit, to apologize for her existence.
She locked her joints, grinding her back teeth together so hard her jaw ached.
She wouldn’t kneel.
If he was going to kill her, she would look him in the eye when he did it.
Gareth stopped three paces away.
Up close, he smelled of exhaustion, deep, soul-eroding exhaustion.
The scent of pine and ozone was tainted with the sour musk of sleepless nights and adrenaline crashes.
He looked down at the puddle of blood forming by her ragged leather shoe.
Then his amber eyes dragged up to her face.
You growled.
His voice was a rasp, gravelly and low, unused to speaking at a normal volume.
It wasn’t a question.
It was a statement of fact uttered as if he were confirming the sky had suddenly turned green.
Maeve swallowed hard, her throat painfully dry.
He bit me, your grace.
She didn’t sound apologetic.
She sounded accusatory.
She raised her left arm slightly, showing the torn fabric of her sleeve and the ugly ragged puncture wounds where Finn’s teeth had sunk into the meat of her forearm.
Gareth’s gaze shifted to the wound.
His nostrils flared, taking in the scent of her blood.
A subtle shift happened in his posture.
The aggressive tension in his shoulders dropped a fraction of an inch.
He turned his head to look at his sons.
Lucas and Finn hadn’t moved.
They were still sitting on the cold floor, their eyes darting nervously between their massive, intimidating father and the strange omega who had roared back at them.
They didn’t run to Gareth.
They didn’t seek his comfort.
They watched him with the wary apprehension of prey trapped in a cage with an apex predator.
Gareth’s jaw tightened.
The muscle ticked again.
The pain in his scent spiked sharp, burnt, and bitter before he violently suppressed it.
They are feral, Gareth said, turning back to Maeve.
He didn’t sound angry at her.
He sounded tired of his own voice.
“They break everyone.
They need a firm hand, not a terrified one.
” Maeve retorted, the words slipping out before her common sense could cage them.
She mentally braced for a backhand.
“You didn’t correct the king.
You didn’t critique his parenting, especially not a commoner from the scullery.
” Gareth didn’t hit her.
He stared at her, his amber eyes narrowing, assessing her.
He took in her threadbare clothes, the dark circles under her eyes, the harsh lye-burned red of her knuckles, and the stubborn set of her chin.
“What is your name?” he asked softly.
The quietness of his voice was more intimidating than a shout.
“Maeve.
” “Maeve.
” He repeated, tasting the syllables.
He glanced at the wooden bowl on the table.
“Is that their food?” “It’s gruel, cold, probably tastes like sawdust.
” Maeve answered honestly.
She reached up with her uninjured hand, gripping the hem of her coarse apron.
With a sharp tug, she ripped strip of fabric free.
“But it’s better than nothing.
” Gareth watched silent and unmoving as Maeve took the dirty gray strip of cloth and began to clumsily wrap it around her bleeding wrist.
She couldn’t get it tight enough with one hand.
She fumbled, using her teeth to pull one end tight, her face twisting in pain as the coarse fabric dragged over the raw punctures.
Suddenly, Gareth stepped forward.
Maeve flinched, shrinking back violently, her back hitting the edge of the heavy oak table.
Gareth stopped, his hands raised slightly, palms open.
A flash of something dark and painful crossed his features at her reaction, but it was gone in a second.
He slowly lowered his hands, reached out, and took the ends of the makeshift bandage from her.
Maeve froze.
The king’s hands were massive, encased in heavy leather gauntlets stained with old gore.
He didn’t take the gloves off.
His touch was shockingly gentle as he took over the task, wrapping the fabric snugly around her forearm, pulling it tight enough to stem the bleeding, but not enough to cut off circulation.
His proximity was suffocating.
She could feel the heat radiating off his armor.
She forced herself to breathe through her mouth, trying not to drown in the potent scent of his alpha pheromones.
“You aren’t trembling.
” Gareth noted quietly, his eyes fixed on the knot he was tying.
“I am, your grace.
” “On the inside.
” Maeve said dryly.
Gareth’s hands paused.
He looked up, his face inches from hers.
For the first time, a flicker of something that wasn’t exhaustion or grief crossed his eyes, a spark of genuine dark amusement.
“Most omegas would have flooded the keep with distress scents by now.
You just smell like lie, anger, and oats.
” “I’m a pragmatic woman.
” Maeve said, pulling her arm back the moment he finished the knot.
She didn’t want him touching her a second longer than necessary.
It felt dangerous, not physically, but in a way she couldn’t articulate.
“Panic doesn’t pay my wages.
” Gareth let his hands drop to his sides.
He took a step back, giving her space.
He looked over at his sons again.
“Are you going to run away, Maeve?” he asked, his tone flat.
“Are you going to go to the steward and demand a transfer back to the kitchens?” Maeve looked at Lucas and Finn.
They were filthy, traumatized little boys hiding behind sharp teeth and borrowed aggression.
They needed a bath, a hot meal, and someone who wouldn’t treat them like monsters.
She looked back at the king.
He looked like he needed exactly the same thing.
“No.
” Maeve said with a heavy sigh, turning her attention back to the bowl of gruel.
“I’m already bleeding.
Might as well finish the shift.
” Gareth stood in the center of the ruined nursery for a long time, watching as the omega picked up a wooden spoon, turned her back on him, and began rapping it sharply against the rim of the bowl.
“Sit.
” Maeve barked at the royal heirs, pointing to the floor in front of her.
To Gareth’s absolute astonishment, both boys scrambled forward, parked their behinds on the cold stone and waited.
The king didn’t say another word.
He turned and walked out of the room, the heavy door clicking shut softly behind him.
But the crushing weight of his presence remained lingering in the air long after he was gone.
Boiling water sloshed over the rim of the wooden bucket, scalding Maeve’s ankle through her thin wool stockings.
She didn’t drop the handle.
She hissed through her teeth, shifted her grip, and kept climbing the spiral staircase.
Three trips.
Three trips down to the kitchens, arguing with the head cook for space at the hearth, and three trips back up the freezing stone steps.
Her shoulders burned, the muscles spasming in tight, angry knots.
Her left arm throbbed a steady, rhythmic pulse of pain where Finn had bitten her yesterday.
She kicked the heavy oak door of the nursery open with her heel.
Inside the tin hip bath she dragged from a storage closet sat in the center of the ruined room.
Steam rolled off the surface of the water, carrying the sharp, medicinal scent of the lye soap she’d procured.
Lucas and Finn were huddled under the shattered remains of the four-poster bed.
They watched her with unblinking, icy blue eyes.
They smelled the soap.
They knew what was coming.
“Out!” Maeve ordered, dumping the final bucket into the bath.
The water turned a cloudy, opaque gray.
A low, collective rumble vibrated from under the bed.
Maeve turned around, wiping her damp hands on her coarse apron.
She walked over to the hearth.
Earlier she had bullied an apprentice butcher into giving her two raw, meaty marrow bones.
She pulled them from her deep pocket and tossed them onto the floor a few feet from the bath.
The rumble stuttered.
Two pairs of nostrils flared.
The scent of raw marrow, rich in iron, heavy, cut right through the stinging smell of lye.
Finn broke first.
He scrambled out on all fours, his claws clicking frantically against the stone, and snatched one of the bones.
Lucas followed a second later, tackling his brother to secure the larger piece.
They didn’t bite each other, but they snapped and shoved a tangle of dirty limbs in defensive posturing.
Maeve didn’t wait.
She moved fast.
She grabbed Finn by the back of his tunic, hoisted him up.
He weighed practically nothing.
A terrifying realization of just how underfed they were and dunked him straight into the tub.
The screech he let out was ear-splitting.
It wasn’t a wolf’s howl.
It was the terrified shriek of a human child.
He thrashed, water flying everywhere, soaking the front of Maeve’s bodice in seconds.
His claws caught the side of the tin bath, scraping with a horrific metallic screech.
“Hold still, you little beast.
” Maeve grunted, pinning him against the side of the tub with her forearm while her other hand worked the harsh soap into a lather.
She scrubbed vigorously at the thick layer of grime on his neck and face.
She expected him to bite again.
She braced for it.
But the hot water, terrifying as it was, seemed to short-circuit his feral panic.
The warmth seeped into his stiff, shivering muscles.
After a minute of violent struggling, he went limp, whining pathetically, his eyes squeezed shut as Maeve poured a cup of water over his head to rinse the suds.
The water in the tub instantly turned the color of muddy tea.
She hoisted him out, wrapping him tightly in a coarse, scratchy linen towel before tossing him toward the hearth fire.
He landed with a wet thump, instantly curling into a tight ball, shivering and licking the residual marrow grease off his lips.
Lucas was harder.
He was older, stronger, and far more suspicious.
He backed into a corner, baring his teeth, the half-chewed bone clamped firmly in his jaws.
“I have all day,” Maeve said, sitting heavily on a sturdy wooden stool near the bath, “and the water is getting cold.
” She didn’t coax him.
She didn’t speak to him in soft, soothing tones.
She just sat there, an immovable object of stubborn exhaustion.
10 minutes passed.
The steam rising from the tub thinned.
Lucas’s shivering grew more pronounced.
The cold of the stone floor was seeping into his bones.
He looked at Finn, who was now unrolling from his towel, looking marginally cleaner and entirely relaxed by the heat of the fire.
Slowly, painfully slowly, Lucas crept forward.
He didn’t drop his bone.
He stopped two feet from the tub eyeing Maeve with deep instinctual distrust.
Maeve didn’t reach for him.
She picked up the wooden cup, dipped it into the warm water and slowly poured it over her own hands.
Lucas watched the water.
He took another step.
When he was close enough Maeve didn’t grab his tunic.
She just placed her hand flat on his back.
He clenched his muscles locking tight as iron a low growl starting in his throat.
Maeve kept her hand perfectly still.
She didn’t press down.
She just let the warmth of her palm rest against his spine.
He didn’t bite.
He stepped into the tub himself the water sloshing over the sides.
Washing Lucas felt like diffusing a bomb.
Every movement had to be telegraphed.
When she pulled the wooden comb through his thick matted dark hair he snarled every time it caught a knot.
Maeve didn’t apologize.
She just gripped the roots firmly so it wouldn’t pull his scalp and force the wooden teeth through the tangles.
Your father Maeve said quietly focusing entirely on a particularly nasty knot behind his left ear.
Does he ever come in here? Lucas stiffened.
The feral gleam in his eye flickered replaced by a profound hollow emptiness.
He shook his head a jerky unnatural motion.
Thought so.
Maeve muttered.
He smells like dying.
A small raspy voice croaked from the hearth.
Maeve’s head snapped up.
Finn was sitting cross-legged by the fire.
He was looking at his hands.
It was the first time she had heard either of them speak a human word.
What did you say? Maeve asked her voice dropping to a low hush.
Father.
Lucas growled the word sounding foreign and jagged on his tongue.
Smells like dying.
Makes us hurt.
Maeve paused the comb resting against Lucas’s skull.
Feral or not they were wolves.
Their primary sense wasn’t sight or hearing.
It was smell.
And alphas projected their emotional state through their pheromones.
If Gareth was walking around radiating crushing grief, raw trauma, and the smell of the battlefield, he was essentially suffocating his highly sensitive, traumatized children every time he entered the room.
They weren’t rejecting him out of malice.
They were rejecting him because his presence was physically painful to their senses.
The heavy iron latch of the door lifted with a metallic clack.
Maeve didn’t jump, but her shoulders instantly tensed.
Gareth walked in.
He had shed the heavy plate armor, but he still wore the thick leather gambeson beneath it.
He looked worse than he had yesterday.
The dark circles under his eyes looked like bruises.
The jagged scar on his mouth was stark white against the gray pallor of his skin.
He carried a heavy covered silver platter in one hand and a small ceramic jar in the other.
The moment he crossed the threshold, the atmosphere in the room violently compressed.
The scent of ozone, bitter pine, and deep festering grief flooded the space.
It tasted like ash on the back of Maeve’s tongue.
Immediately, Lucas scrambled backward in the tub, splashing water everywhere, a frantic whine tearing from his throat.
Finn scrambled away from the hearth fire, pressing his back against the farthest, darkest corner of the stone wall, his hands covering his ears as if trying to block out a physical noise.
Gareth stopped dead.
The silver platter in his hand trembled slightly.
The muscle in his jaw clenched so hard Maeve thought she heard his teeth grind.
He looked at his sons cowering in terror in the smell of dying.
The bitter, suffocating tang of self-loathing spiked so sharply it made Maeve’s eyes water.
He was breaking them just by standing there, and he knew it.
“Put the tray on the table,” Maeve said.
Her voice wasn’t loud, but it cut through the oppressive tension in the room like a rusted blade.
Gareth looked at her.
He seemed completely disoriented, as if he had forgotten she was there.
“The tray, your grace.
Put it down.
” She pointed a sudsy finger at the scarred table, “and stop holding your breath.
You’re flooding the room with panic.
” Gareth blinked.
A A of pure aristocratic indignation crossed his face.
No one spoke to the Alpha King like that, but it was quickly swallowed by the sheer exhaustion dragging him down.
He walked slowly to the table setting the heavy platter down.
He set the small ceramic jar beside it.
“It’s roasted venison.
” Gareth said, his voice a hollow rasp, “not gruel.
” “Good.
” “They need the fat.
” Maeve picked up the towel, wrapped Lucas in it, and ushered him out of the bath.
The boy darted away from her avoiding his father entirely and huddled next to Finn in the corner.
Gareth watched them.
His amber eyes were utterly bleak.
He looked like a man standing on the edge of a cliff staring down into the rocks.
“And the jar?” Maeve asked breaking his morbid trance.
She walked over to the table wiping her wet hands on her apron.
“Comfrey and calendula.
” Gareth muttered not looking at her.
“For the bite.
” Maeve looked at the small glazed pot.
It was a high-grade apothecary salve, not the cheap rendered pig fat the kitchen staff used for burns.
“Thank you.
” She said simply.
Gareth finally turned to look at her.
He took in her soaked bodice, the dark smears of soot on her forehead, and the bloody bandage still wrapped tightly around her wrist.
“Why are you still here?” The question sounded like it was torn out of his throat.
“I saw the roster.
” “You belong in the lower kitchens.
You don’t have to be up here.
” Maeve uncorked the small jar with her thumb.
The sweet earthy smell of the salve was a welcome relief from the aggressive ozone and lye.
“I scrub floors, your grace.
” Maeve said scooping a small amount of the green paste out with two fingers.
She began to unwrap the dirty linen from her arm.
“Down there I clean up grease.
Up here I clean up a different kind of mess.
Work is work.
” “They are dangerous.
” “They’re five.
” Maeve countered flatly pulling the bandage free.
The puncture wounds were red and inflamed sluggishly oozing clear fluid.
“And they’re terrified of you.
” The bluntness of her words hit Gareth like a physical blow.
He staggered a half step back, his massive shoulders slumping.
“I know,” he whispered.
The admission cost him everything.
It stripped the king away, leaving only a broken alpha.
“I smell like her blood.
I smell like the day she died.
I can’t wash it off.
” Maeve paused, her fingers hovering over the wound.
She looked up at him.
The sheer volume of pain radiating from the man was staggering.
It wasn’t poetic or tragic.
It was ugly.
It was rotting him from the inside out.
“Then stop trying to wash it off,” Maeve said.
She pressed the cool salve into her open skin, suppressing a sharp hiss of pain.
“You smell like grief because you’re drowning in it.
You come in here trying to force yourself to be their father and your body betrays you.
You broadcast panic.
” Gareth stared at her, his chest heaving.
“What would you have me do, Omega? Abandon them?” “I would have you sit down,” Maeve snapped, pointing to the sturdy wooden chair near the fire.
“Shut up and breathe out.
” Gareth didn’t move.
He looked at the chair, then at Maeve.
His eyes wide with a mix of fury and utter bewilderment.
She wasn’t yielding.
She wasn’t bowing.
She was ordering him around like a wayward scullion.
“Sit.
” Maeve repeated, her tone brokering absolutely no argument.
Slowly, as if moving underwater, the alpha king walked to the chair.
He collapsed into it.
The wood groaned under his weight.
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, burying his face in his massive scarred hands.
“Now,” Maeve said, walking over to the silver platter.
She lifted the heavy dome.
The rich, mouth-watering smell of roasted venison, rosemary, and garlic filled the room.
“Breathe.
” She took a small knife from the tray, carved off two large chunks of the meat, and walked over to the dark corner where the boys were hiding.
She didn’t look at them.
She just tossed the meat onto the floor a few feet from them, then walked back to the table.
Silence descended on the room.
Not the tense, suffocating silence of before, but something heavier, slower.
Gareth sat perfectly still.
He focused on his breathing, in and out.
Harsh, ragged pulls of air.
Slowly, agonizingly slowly, the bitter tang of ozone and dying began to recede from his scent.
It didn’t vanish entirely.
Grief never does, but it banked like a fire dying down to embers.
Underneath the trauma, the true scent of the alpha emerged.
Deep, grounding cedar.
The smell of old forests and stable earth.
From the corner, a soft shuffling sound broke the quiet.
Finn crept forward, his eyes fixed on the chunks of venison.
He paused, sniffing the air.
The suffocating pressure was gone.
He looked at his father hunched in the chair by the fire.
Finn didn’t run to him, but he didn’t cower, either.
He snatched the meat and scurried back to his brother.
Maeve leaned against the heavy oak table, watching the boys tear into the food.
Her arm throbbed.
Her back ached, and she was soaked to the bone.
She looked over at Gareth.
He had dropped his hands from his face.
He was watching his sons eat.
The tears streaming silently down his scarred cheeks glinted in the firelight.
He didn’t bother to wipe them away.
Maeve walked over to the hearth.
She picked up a clean, dry rag she had brought up earlier.
She stood beside the king’s chair for a long moment.
He didn’t look at her.
He didn’t move.
She didn’t ask permission.
She reached out, placing her hand gently on the back of his thick neck.
Gareth flinched, a violent full-body shudder ripping through him.
But Maeve didn’t pull away.
She held her ground, her grip firm and anchoring.
With her other hand, she brought the dry rag up and clumsily wiped the dampness from his cheek.
The skin beneath her knuckles was rough, scarred, and burning hot.
Gareth froze.
The alpha king, a man who had slaughtered hundreds, who ruled a war-torn continent with an iron fist, completely stopped breathing.
He slowly turned his head, leaning into the rough linen cloth in her hand.
He closed his eyes.
The breath he let out was a long shuddering sound of profound shattering defeat.
Maeve didn’t say a word.
She didn’t offer empty platitudes about time healing all wounds.
She just stood there in the freezing nursery smelling of lye and wet wool holding the broken king together with a firm grip and a dry rag.
It wasn’t romance.
It was triage.
And for the first time in 5 years, the air in the West Tower felt something resembling peace.
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